Do you see me in there?
See all of me and still love me, love me still…
The hurt and fear, what I really am
Do you really see me?
Can you love me still?
A shame so long hidden
Even with it inside me
Do you see me, really see me?
To venture deep into my soul…
Can you love me still? Still love me?
The hurt beats or is that my heart?
The pain and guilt of what was done
Even though nothing was my fault…
Just a child, so young, so wrongly hurt
Do you see the little boy?
In this man’s body now…
In hurt and hidden in pain?
So few ever see…
I thought no one could know
But somehow you see me, don’t you?
Please see me and still…still love me…
Still love all of me.
Can you handle the ugliness?
Can you survive the deep anguish?
To see me, all of me,
Fight and pursue past my defenses…
Still love me, love me still.
If you knew, if I could free it…
If you could draw it out for me
And you see me
You see and still love me
Still I don’t love me, love me still…
And there the hurt lives
There the boy and man suffer
Just under my face only you see him
You know…don’t you?
You see all of me…
And you still love me, you love me still
I am the little boy, locked away in me
Who is suffering and hiding…
Dark hurt, suffering shame still…
I don’t want to be alone with me
I see him, I see all of me…
Am I loving me…loving me still?